When I am in trouble, Lord, walk with me.
—A Negro spiritual
I
Early in the morning
Just after the false dawn
Just after I pray my daily Dawn Prayer
Just when one can tell
A white cat from a black cat
Or
A white thread from a black thread
Just before I break the fast
I trot out all my troubles
On leashes
And take them out for a walk
Like dogs.
II
When they do their doo-doo
on the neighbors’ lawns
As dogs would do
I stoop
I scoop
I dump their doo-doo
Into the manhole of the city
Into the sewage system of the Montreal city.
III
As I walk with Allah
As I talk with Allah
Who is closer to me than my life jugular vein
I sing my morning song of Gratitude and Praise
Which I owe Him
I also sing aloud of His Might and Majesty
Yea
I also sing aloud of His Mercy in the morning.
III
When I return
From my walk with God
From my talk with God
The troubles follow me
Trooping
Right back into the house
As loyal dogs would do
And collapse down on the carpet
Into a canine heap of panting thirsty slobbery hungry hanging-out tongues
Since they are now all too pooped out
To protest
To bark
To bite
Like Ina Yay does
When Meles makes him to
Since they all know now I won’t brook any barking back-talk
Since they are all now amenable to persuasion
Since they all know now
that I won’t take any lip from any of them
Since they are now ready and ripe for the picking
I bring out my Great Big Bertha of a gun
I pick them out
One by one
And put down all of my black dogs out of their misery
Forever.
—Mahamud Siyad Togane
NOTES
Black dog: That is the name Winston Churchill gave to his own haunting depression.
Gratitude and Praise which I owe Him: “I Owe the Lord a Morning Song of gratitude and praise” is a favorite hymn of mine written by one called Amos Herr (1890)
Ina Yay: The puppet of Meles; The moniker of Abdullahi Yusuf who is now the President of Somalia.
Life jugular vein: The Holy Koran says and I cite: “We created man and We [even] know the promptings of his mind. We are closer to him than his life vein. (50:16) And We are nearer to him than his jugular vein.”
“We created man, and we know what his soul whispers within him; and we are nearer unto him than his jugular vein. (The Holy Quran, [50:16])
“It was We who created man, and We know that dark suggestions his soul makes to him: for We are nearer to him than (his) jugular vein.” (The Holy Quran, [50:16])
Meles: The puppeteer of the puppet Ina Yay; Ato Meles Zenawi is the current tyrant of Ethiopia whose dream is to always obfuscate, to always frustrate the hope and the dream of every Somali of re-establishing the Somali nation-state.
Mercy in the morning: See Ps 59: 16.
Might and Majesty: “There is no Majesty and there is no Might save in Allah!” is a common Moslem prayer.
